Be Strong!

I dunno how to express my feeling rite now... this song mayb describe d best. I noe, i had post it before(last year,but in what month im not quite sure...) but it's really suits me at d moment... ;(
Im going to sleep. Maybe it can take away my unwanted feelin for a while till i wakeup d next day... Gudnite everyone.. Assalammualaikum..

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise

c/o
Spread you wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly
Butterfly..

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

(repeat c/o)

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

(repeat c/o)

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Garfield

(entry bila bosan...)

patung garfield n garfield junior ni dibeli kat kfc. lama dah... RM5 satu..huhuh..agak malu la time nak bli kat kaunter tu. Tapi..who cares =P Im a big fan of garfield. Time sekola2 dulu, sumer barang nak garfield. Tapi, ntah mana benda2 tu sekarang. huhuhu.. Beg garfield(slalu pkai gi tuisyen) pon M.I.A(missing in action) sedeyyy ;( .... Tapi sekarang, susahla nak dapat barang2 garfield ni. Kalau ade pon, patung2 or bantal. Other accessories susah nak jumpe.. So anyone yang tau kedai yang jual barang2 garfield... mind tell me keyh!! =)


** tonite at 11p.m Man.U vs Tottenham for final Carling CUp... glory United!! hopefully they win

Sober

(Tajuk entry tiada kena-mengena dengan cerita yang akan kamu semua baca... It juz a title =P)

When i just about to fall asleep this evening(about 3.++ pm), my handphone yawning a sound....(tanda sms masuklerr..)

"malin fri x?bleh tlg akak x?" - kak isz

"hehe.baru nak telelap.nape kak?"

"akak nk g service kete kat sb2.sure lame.Nk tggu sorang2 busan.jum tgk wyg same nk x? akak bnje popcorn.reply cpt.akak nk otw g bengkel dah"

"okeh.malin siap2 dulu k.nnt ape2 malin roger"

So, there it goes... another un-plan activity which i like d most...hehehe. Me arrived at seremban 2 around 4pm. We met at petronas and later, me follow kak isz to d workshop. The mechanic said, it may take long hours(as we already expect), so we decide to go Jusco which place juz nearby dat area too. After i park d car, 1st things we go, groceries area.hehehe. Ala...xde bli byk pun. Then.. we went to home & living dept. Kak Isz bli cadar and tempat sangkut baju. Yeahh..talk about d cadar, fuhhh...im so rambang mata. Al-maklumlah, all tgh S.A.L.E!! Lawa2 plak tu. Well... im not la dat shopaholic sangat,but we're be born as a girl, still... we do have dat "shopping-blood" running thru our veins rite...hehehe. Nasib baik tak gaji lagi. Selamat duitku..hehehe

Next, aktiviti makan-makan. Ermm..we makan kat Mcd.**terase bersalah, teringat emy buat lawak kat opis. masa die nk mkn burger mcd aritu, dia doa moge2 xde peluru kena kat mana2 orang Islam... apela ko nih emy.Tgk...aku pon da pikir bukan2. Stilll... saya makan jugak sbb kak isz pakai kupon mcd..huhuh** Sambil makan2 tu, as usual..girls-talk...hehehe. Dari borak pasal keje,family,personal matter..sumer2 la... Xpayahla nk details kan kt cni.. korang ni.. Dun kepochi ek *hehehehe* Tapi best part, ktorang masing2 ade plak same plan - nak sambung Msc. We both da pnat nak sambung in d same area (IT and engineering)... Kak Isz nak try amek tesl.. and me plak in Math.. tengokla, either we proceed with it or not. depends on time... heheheh

After makan2 and borak2 x ingat dunia, teringat plak me x solat asar lagi. adess... Kak isz plak mmg x solat atas keadaan yg mmg x mengizinkan. So me cpat2 la g surau kat atas. Alang2 tu.. tunggu terus sampai masuk maghrib. Telekung kat surau dahla x cukup. Ramai plak orang Sabtu ni. Maybe dah gaji, sumer orang kluar... huhuhu. Saya jek yang belum gaji lagi ;( After maghrib, KAk isz cal workshop tu balik. He said, jeep tu x dapat nak siapkan. So, terpaksa la hantar next week balik(kot...). We went back to d workshop, KAk isz ambil jeep tu balik, n then...


hehehehhe.... MUVIEee time...!!


tak ingat nak balik kitorang ni kan =P Actually, i really want to watch Upin Ipin (nak tengok dengan ade orang tu... tapi die mcm x nak tengok pun dgn kite ;(... but it already full kat tgv jusco tu. So, dengan penuh harapan we go to mbo, tapi still kuciwa lagi... Last2 ktorang decide tengok Bride Wars. Nasib baik citer die best jugak. heheheh... A romantic comedy muvie dan sangat2 la sesuai untuk mereka yang bakal nak kawen (Syah... aku tengok muvie ni.. asyik teringat kat ko je. Nasib baik kte x kawen same date...ko kawen dulu kan...hehehhe). And to yan and dil (masuk kan sekali name kak anim jugakla...hehehhe)...u guys better watch diz muvie...hehehhe =P



Memorable quotes in this muvie, from d wedding planner....~

"Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along..."

penat

its 6.10 pm and im still in the office... hurmm... penatla nak drive balik. Me juz got back from shah alam around 430. Nasibla orang qs kat uitm tadi baik2. Ok cket my mood.. Yerla, if they marah2 comment on d tender document, dah la saya pnat2 drive dtg dari seremban juz nak ambil semula tender yang dah dikomen tu, x ke ilang mood saya?? hehehe...Anyway, these work really tiring me... =( why la my bos x tambah lagi workers... aduiii... He juz buy his new white Toyota Alphard. glup**glup** kalau la he tambah 1-2 orang for admin kat cni kan bagus.... hurmmm...

okla..i think im better pulang ke rumah..

sambung lagi. tata evryone~!

the Unforgettable

i LURVE weekend.. but this weekend, i cant pampered myself like i do weekly.heheheh.. Today, cousins from my mum side come, d house getting really crowded. Not to add, a day before, my aunt and uncle from perak and klang also come.Juz kebetulan...hehehehe.Ermm,yup..its good to have that family gathering sumtimes. Tapi im juz a bit tired to handle things when it comes a "big group" like this =P

Remember, i told ya im setting d PTD's exam on Saturday,means yesterday.Ermm..well. There's a story on it.hahaha~ I did seat for that exam, but in different place(school) heheheh.After d breakfast, around 830a.m, i rushed out to d exam place. I reached "there" at 845a.m. Why did i highlight "there"??hehehe...well...this is my first time in that school. Yup, ditto to me coz not check the school name before entering it.hahaha..ni confident punye pasal la ni =P I thought its only one school in the same area (Jalan Sikamat) yang buat that exam. After park d car, i wait outside the dewan and chit-chat with two others candidate. Ermm..seriously, i dun even think to ask them about the school ke, or see around if ternampak sign ape2 ke. Im juz focus about d exam(haha...focus la sangat kan =P) Then,5 minutes later, we went into d dewan. While busy-ing isi form sumer, i heard the pegawai saying sumthing from the front stage. It sounds like this la lebih kurang..."Sila pastikan anda berada di pusat yang betul. Isikan name pusat Dewan Sekolah Menengah Dato' Haji Mohd Redza"... and what??!! He's joking or what?? At first,in my mind,i thought maybe the school name had change kot.. Tapi,still im feel a bit weird about this. But i juz ignore about it.heheheh. Then,when exam start,and they(pegawai2 periksa) collecting our form, me beranikan diri asked d pegawai(berani coz he lelaki...bleh buat muka x bersalah cket rite..hehehe) I told him, i think im maybe in the wrong school, and pass him my slip, where stating about the school name (Dewan Sekolah Tunku Ampuan Durah, Jalan Sikamat). And he said, it was others school.. juz about 500m after that school.. hahahahaha~~ Tu la, len kali, sila check btol2 tempat pekse anda okeyh =P Pity me.hehehe. Anyway, thanx to them coz letting me seat for d exam in that school. Ingatkan kena balik ke ape..heheh. But my paper will separate from others candidate. Of cozla,"special" cket kan. heheheh...Like always, i didnt expect anything from this exam, but it all went well. I manage to do what im able to do... Result? InsyaAllah, really hope it'll ok... really hope so ;)

(**bleh plak pagi exam tu, my left eye bengkak kena gigit sumthing.nampak mcm amoi mane ntah..hehehe.But its getting better dah hari ni ;)

I Will Be

The original one was done by Avril Lavigne, but i think, me more like this version of Leona Lewis. Her voice in this song are more "womanly", instead of Avril whose a bit "girl-ly"...hehehe.. i guess =P
(frens, tomorrow i got PTD's exam. seat for the 2nd time after failed d 1st one.haha~~ my mum insist me to go.Soo...i have to jadi anak yg baik kan? supposed to =) and, from u guys, pray for me tomorrow ehh! hehehehe)

I Will Be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

[Bridge:]
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Verse 2:]
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

[Bridge:]
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

[Chorus:]
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Ending bridge:]
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

[Chorus:]
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

[Chorus:]
I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Dizzy~

I wont babble too much tonite coz my head a bit dizzy ;( mayb bcoz of site meeting i attend this evening. Talk about d meeting, ingatkan bleh cabut after d meeting session end, tapi skali En.Zuraimi dengan sedap berkata, "Awak ikut skali tgk site ok hari ni" Chistt, x sempat nk bg alasan ape. Kak nadia, orang qs dah selamat cabut. Huhuhu.. dahla i wear baju kurung and sandal. Dengan budak practical accompany me there(hehe..thanx ek mira, awk jadi mangsa akak kali ni =P) dengan dia2 pon skali kena tgk site. Memang a bit weird both of us pkai mcm tu, tapi sape suruh kitorang gi jgk kn?? =P So dengan berpanas2 ktorang berjalan dr site office to tapak projek. Nasib baik after meeting td ade makan2(like always), so we got energy cket la nak jalan2.hehehe.And at last, d lawatan tapak end dalam pukul 1230.huhuhu.memang nak pitam rasenye... okla, i think i need to rest. i'll be back tomorrow, InsyaAllah..

for u...

Stay by Estrella

Sounds straight from the twilight
Has me up all night I can’t
Fall asleep coz I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow, outside my window
And it’s you!

c/o
All my sorrows flew away,
Hush keep quiet hear me say
I don’t ever want you to go
Please stay

With the moonlight dancing free
And there’s no one but you and me
There’s no reason to go astray
Please stay

-bridge
Making up a story
It’s the way you’re looking at me
If you think that this is funny
It’s just you

Try and think about it
If your heart is closed don’t lock it
Keep your keys back in your pocket, think this through

Repeat c/o

Honesty and trust is a virtue

Salam guys! Its Monday. I hate Monday~~(adeke yang suker??hehehe) Not so many to story actually for today. But this morning i have bengkel for MOA(Memorandum Of Agreement) at JKR Midvalley. Hmm.. sumtimes i do wish to works there coz senang nak mengulor..hehehe(juz a dream lorh~) Since i've got tons of work to be done in office, so after d bengkel, i had to rush back to Seremban. Hmm..x sempat nak "cuci-mata" kat Midv.. =P Pretty boring today i guess...

Back to d entry topic. Honesty.. People always said "Honesty is the best policy" but it doesn't always work.Right?? A lot of things are "if you dont know it cant hurt you". Ignorance is bliss kinda thing. I would be willing to forgive and forget most things, but some things cross the line. Its easy to get caught up in your lying and then you lie about your lies and it just snowballs into a big train wreck later on down the road. And as for me, if I ever find out about my significant other "cheating" on me or what not, I would drop his like its hot. Sure, I could forgive him eventually, but that doesn't mean I have to stick with him or trust him anymore. Again, if you communicate well with your partner, there shouldn't be any trust problems anyways. I guess..
So, guys... do u have any commente about it? Mind share with me keyh =)

Sumthing nice to share...

A forward email i got from my fren... nice is it =)

Ketahuilah OlehMU

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia .
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.
Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih...
Allah SWT sudah menghitung airmatamu.

Jika kau pikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa berlalu begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang menunggu bersama denganmu.
Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelepon ...
Allah SWT selalu berada disampingmu.
Ketika kau pikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT punya jawabannya...

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan ....
Allah SWT dapat menenangkanmu.
Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan...
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu.
Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur ...
Allah SWT telah memberkatimu.
Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban...
Allah SWT telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi...
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu.

Ingat bahwa dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap...
Allah SWT TAHU .....



Dari Abdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w . bersabda, Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat...

life

Owhh..its been such a LOOOOONGGG time im not post anything in this blog. heheheh...maafla 4 all d readers. U guys surely miss me aite??? (haha..so perasannn~~) For da past few weeks, and today... there's so much things happened. From happy to sad one. Well, its all jumble up. Anyhow, that's life aite. We have to move on.. Even we sumtime do feeling sad about it, but we have to said "No Regret" macam dalam iklan tu.. aite?? hehehe..

Last Saturday, me berkesempatan to attend tahlil arwah for my late fren,Mohd Khairul Amin b. Aris at Temerloh,Pahang . He died in an accident on 27 January 2009. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan orang yang beriman, InsyaAllah =) The tahlil was organized by my BENC-mates,Kak Anim and Yan. Sorry 4 da late arriving. hehehe..tersesat sampai ke Batu Caves sane. Well, what can i said, SO Happy when seeing all the BENC gathered together for this occasion. Even not all can come, at least the co-operation from u guys really2 appreciated =)

And for today.... me myself juz noticed sumthing. Sumtimes, our own instinct never LIED to us...